tattoos

i made a tattoo at the back of my body 3 years ago. it was cool before. but not for the current me. 

to be tattooed hurts a lot, but to remove the permanent hurts more. 

i asked an imam, regarding of the tattoo in His rule. he said, i'm a new brother, 

"Indeed Islam eliminate mistakes and sins of a person before Islam"-(riwayat Muslim, no:121, jld:1, hlm:112)

i could only smile with the less knowledge in me, he asked me to remove the tattoo only if i can find a better treatment by not hurting myself. yeah, it hurts damn much too remove it. there are ways to remove them, whether i can use infrared, dermabrasion, trichloroacetic acid, or surgical. but all of them are hurting myself more.

enough of tattoos. i'm busted. but only she knows. she never talk to me since that. i'm so sorry, sis.

*i'm going to circumcise little aaron on monday morning.